So after my week at reCHARGE, I have been in this aftermath haze of trusting God with everything that's going on in my life right now...WHICH IS A LOT!! I'm in limbo right now with my living situation, but I have several friends who have opened their homes to Diesel and me until we find something more permanent.
I've been pondering this whole "trusting God" thing and wondering why it has been so hard for me. I know God is faithful and I know he continues to take care of me even though it sometimes seems I am bound and determined to make a mess of my life. He has been there with me every step of the way my whole life and yet somehow I have been convinced otherwise. Thankfully, he loves me even through my unbelief - just like the father in mark 9 who's son was possessed. He declared directly to Jesus, "I do believe; help me overcome my unbelief!" when Jesus said to him, "Everything is possible for him who believes."
MAN ALIVE!! Can you imagine the Christ saying that to you and just wanting you to believe! He didn't need the father to believe in order to help his son, he wanted him to! WOW!! Jesus is waiting and wanting for me everyday to believe in him; to put my trust in him for all things no matter how great or small. Whew! It's as simple as declaring, "I DO BELIEVE! HELP ME OVERCOME MY UNBELIEF!"
That's how I want to start my day--everyday!
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